Can you still feel the butterflies (64:06)

survey time! i'm joining in with mark aha...

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 14:28:47 GMT

hey havent updated in a while and its because im the busiest man on the planet quite possibly and if its not that im the laziest man on the planet quite possibly aha. Nothings really changed, im still at stony brook and its goin good and im still with Jamie, i got my lip pierced and it hurt like hell but i like it and my parents WILL kill me when they find out...otherwise nothing to report really...

basics+looks
Name: Imar
Age: 18
Height: 5'7
Weight: I don't know, probably 155/165 or something like that?
Describe your hair: black, a little shaggy, i need to cut it
Describe your eyes: dark brown
Describe your body: skinny, 4-pack, dark skinned, hot
Describe your clothes: jeans, band t-shirts usually/buttoned up shirts, i look very emo
Glasses or contacts?: 20/20 vision bitch aha.
Peircings or tattoos?: my ears and i just got my lip...
Braces or retainer?: none
Are you more skinny or athletic?: skinny
Fav. thing about your crush's looks: her eyes <3

Personality
3 words to describe your personality: humorous, musical, kind
Funny or serious?: both
Partier or studier?: both
Sarcastic or sincere?: sarcastic aha
Organized or disorganized?: disorganized
Shy or outgoing?: outgoing
Optimistic or pessimistic?: i try to be optimistic
Democrat or Republican?: Democrat
Are you sensitive?: Not really
Are you athletic?: Not really, i play/like baseball and i skate a little and thats it
Artsy or musical?: Musical
Are you good in school?: yea im alright
Do you do any community service?: No that makes me feel like crap aha
Do you smoke, drink, etc.?: i drink sometimes
Do you swear?: Yes
Are you polite?: Yes

You+your girl/boyfriend
Are you friends?: More than
Dating?: Yes
Talk on the phone?: Yes
IM each other?: Yes
Hangout?: Yes
Have they ever given you something?: Yes
What was it?: um....shes given me a lot of things...CD's, a jimmy eat world ticket, a poster, a couple t-shirts, just recently Tony Hawk American Wasteland for our anniversary
Do your parents like them?: they love Jamie
Do their parents like you?: i hope they do, i think so
Do they hold your hand?: Sometimes
Do you know their friends?: Yes
How did you meet him/her?: in school when Trista was hooking up with Ryan kinda and Trist is Jamie's friend so i got to know her better
How long have you know eachother?: so long...i'd say since high school, 9th grade but we REALLY got to know each other 10th grade

His/Her Interests
Fav. band: Rilo Kiley
Fav. movie: hmmmm....i think it's either "Lords of Dogtown", "Clerks" or "Almsot Famous"
Fav. show: the office probably
Fav. book: i dont know, Fight Club probably
Do they play any instruments or sing? Nope
Are they in any clubs or teams? No
Do they have any pets? she has a cat named Desdemona i think thats awesome
Do they have any special skills? She can draw like no other
OPINION on them
What's the best thing about them? everythings the best thing aha
Is there anything about them that you'd change? NOTHING AT ALL
What's the weirdest thing about them? she can't drink water when someone is looking at her
What's the funniest thing about them? she has her quirks and its cute, i love that
What did you notice first about them? Her hair and her eyes
Do you have alot in common? Yes
What do you want to do with them? oh its endless...i love that girl
Do you want to get married? WHAT?! way too young...
how bout kids? 0_0!!!
Or are you going to forget eachother in twenty years? Hopefully not i'd still like to know her
RANDOM
Would you poke them? Haha probably
Would you sit under the stars with them? Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe i mean it was for me i think
Have you ever been in love? yes
Do you love your crush/bf/gf? yes more than anything
Do you miss them right now? Yes

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 23:17:43 GMT

seeing jamie was amazing.

uh, yeah...

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 21:55:28 GMT

im coming home October 7th! I have to be back by the 9th at 1:30 so i think i can manage that.

Jamie, clear your schedule from October 7-9, i miss you and love you so much. This test has been a painful yet informed one. Painful because i miss being away from you and everything about you. Informed because it makes me realize how much i love you and how much it would hurt to be without you.

"she gives me mon-ay when im in need..."

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 21:35:39 GMT

george bush does not care about black people!

God i love that Kanye, so random.

So I'm in Stonybrook to all my eljay friends who dont know, i now dorm with my friend Billy at SUNY Stonybrook and i major in political science, we just got a computer in our dorm so i'll be updating more hopefully, if i have time that is aha. I'm stoked about the situation so far, Billy's awesome, we hang out all the time, also Lee and Ryan are here too along with Lee's friends who im getting to know and it's really cool. The only things i dont like are:
1) Long Island is very different from NYC, it's not a city and therefore i am uncomfortable because NYC is all i've ever known but i guess it's cool to go outside of my environment
2) I MISS JAMIE SO MUCH. It's ridiculous, she's going to CUNY (Community College for NYC pretty much) so she's still at her place with her parents and i miss her so much. i really do. bring her. really, bring her to me. right now.

I'm taking 16 credits, so far it's been alright i mean i dont really like some of my classes (the content i mean like earth science for instance,) but whatever, i have to do it...

Hopefully i'll get my reading done, then me, Billy, Lee, Ryan and these kids John and Frank plan on watching the ring 2 and then the PREMIERE of arrested development, i wouldnt miss that for fucken anything.
i smell
i need to shower
Okay that's it for now, lates

holy mofo i havent updated since the LI trip?!

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 21:04:46 GMT

TEN random things about me
1 at the moment, i'm drinking mountain dew code red
2 i'm talking online to Nick Russel
3 I just got Coheed and Cambria's new album and it's really good
4 I have to read for my Politics class and im not
5 I just rented The ring 2
6 my aunt just ordered me a lap top! oh yeah!
7 I havent skateboarded in so long, i really miss it but i have no fucken time
8 I think i really like political science
9 I haven't talked to Jamie since Sunday afternoon and that is not good for my well being, aha
10 I havent seen TRL in so long and im watching it now, it's changed...

NINE ways to win my heart
1 Be Jamie
2 Seriously, just be her
3 Thats the only way
4 If you're not Jamie Maou then you will not win my heart at the moment...
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EIGHT things I want to do before I die
1 Raise a family (get married, have kids, the whole 9...)
2 meet Will Arnett aha...
3 meet Jimmy eat World (every member!)
4 visit euorope
5 live in Sri Lanka or India for 1 year but like that will happen
6 visit Tokyo
7 get a tattoo (I am such a pussy, i'll never do that!)
8 gage my ear the biggest i can!

SEVEN things I believe in
1 Jamie
2 Friendship
3 Love
4 gay marriage
5 abortion
6 the internet
7 taco bell

SIX things that get me mad
1 Not having ANY fucken time
2 Not seeing Jamie every day
3 people on LJ who want credit, i know they spend a lot of time on it and everything but it really bothers me when they get all dramatic about it!
4 the fact that Jessica Walter, Jason Bateman or Jeffery Tambor didnt win any emmy's! (fuck you housewives/Raymond! aha)
5 Portia De Rossi's a lesbian
6 Lost got moved to 9:00 so now i have to tape it

FIVE things I'm afraid of
1 hurting Jamie again
2 heights
3 flunking out of college
4 the future
5 being unhappy with my life

FOUR of my favorite items in my room
1 me and Billy's PS 2
2 Pictures of Jamie/friends
3 my computer
4 dvd player (for tv show marathons, etc!)

THREE things I do everyday
1 Shower
2 Eat
3 Read

TWO things I need to do right now
1 Eat
2 Read

ONE person I want to see right now.
1 JAMIE! YA-OW!

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 23:04:11 GMT

Hey still in long island...here's what we did today...

-played grand theft auto vice city
-went to the mall and hung out with some of Lee's friends who are all cool
-called Nolan on the phone and left a really funny message, he'll enjoy it im sure. Then i called Jamie cause i miss her, not even kidding.
-Went skating around Lee's neighborhood and yeah, i totally fell a bunch of times

Now Patrick and Ryan are talking in the background, im going cause i wanna see what they're talking about.

Bye

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 12:29:08 GMT

Hey im in long island at Lee's house, me, Patrick and Ryan have been here since...well, a very long time aha.

Just thought i'd let people know, i'll update when i get back most definitely which will be the first week in august, if i have time before that expect a post fucka. Lates.

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 23:14:42 GMT

such a busy summer, im so tired

Saturday's graduation, cant believe the day has come.

See you all lates.

clerks rocks!

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 23:14:17 GMT

i forgot how much i loved that movie, Randall rocks, i wish i knew someone like him.

okay

what i had to say

later

Tue, 31 May 2005 23:45:01 GMT

how the hell do you spell "Lucey Liu"? Is there an E in there or what!? ("Liu" Im talking about)

Jess has come back from school which rocks, she's my bud and not my enemy, my parents on the other hand...hahaha...not really

I finally made Jamie happy and let her burn the rilo kiley -more adventerous- cd for me and i have to say, it's pretty good and i should have gotten this a long time ago but i didnt just because im a guy and i liked to make the girlfriend hyper. But i love you Jamie!

School is almost over, literally for me. I'm freaking out a little bit, i wont be coming back to Robertson and thats weird. But I'm ready to get out, do my thing, see what happens.

Lates friends.

LUKE...i am your father

Sat, 21 May 2005 20:54:56 GMT

STAR WARS TONIGHT!

guess im living in the right place!

Tue, 10 May 2005 22:18:02 GMT

American Cities That Best Fit You:

70% New York City

70% Philadelphia

65% Chicago

55% Boston

55% San Francisco

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

happy birthday sabs, we gonna party like it's yo birthday, oh wait it is! a-ha.

ben stiller is amazing...

Mon, 02 May 2005 19:41:13 GMT

fucken chuck norris

Jimmy eat world=fucken amazing

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 21:52:00 GMT

We went to see Jimmy Eat World April 16th at SUNY Stony Brook! It rocked! I dont really have much time to talk about it in detail but it was my third Jimmy concert and probably my favorite one yet. Just thought i'd put it out there that i saw Jimmy and it fucken rocked. Okay, jetting to Ryan's Later

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 18:44:05 GMT

Haven’t wrote a very long post in a while…so why start now? Yeah, this probably wont be very long.

I really want to go see the amytiville horror this Friday, how about it Robertson crew? What is “amytiville” anyway? Is is like the town or what, I don’t even think I’m spelling it right.

This weekend is the Jimmy eat world concert at SUNY Stonybrook, I’m so stoked for it, I’m such a dork. Me, Jamie, Patrick, Ryan and Alexis are going and we’re meeting up with Lee and his friends Frank, Carrie and John when we get there cause that’s their school so of course they’ll be there. It’s gonna be fuckin awesome (“with a capitol AW!” haha)

Jess is coming home soon for summer vacation! Well, actually it’s in May, I guess it’s not that soon but I’m happy cause she’s like the only person who gets me and why I want to do things in my family, she always sticks up for me cause I always stick up for her. it’s sibling unity! Haha. Cause for those of you who don’t know and don’t know me in my personal life, I come from a real strict indian background, kind of like Bend it like beckham if you’ve ever seen that movie like my parents would never ever let me be a pro soccer player, they let me play though! Haha. They’re cool considering but I just thought I’d say it…

Jamie rocks! And I hope your not hung up on Keiko, don’t worry=)

Okay, it was actually a little longer than expected

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 16:35:28 GMT

last night: Went to go see SIN CITY with the whole robertson crew

it was amazing

Jamie is love

lates

"Lates you luck schmuck"-billy nolan last night

i got a new myspace!

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 18:47:49 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/12714485

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 22:25:32 GMT

I HATE SNOW!

hey

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 19:57:15 GMT

::Friends Survey::

out of all your friends who’s the most…

Energetic? Alexis

Nice? Jamie

Good looking? Jamie

Funny? A tie: Patrick or Kevin Moore

Dramatic? No one’s really dramatic…Carmen I guess…

Silly? Um…Ryan Turner
Quiet? A tie: Carmen or Angela

Likely to be famous? Either Kara, Ryan, Kevin Moore or Billy

Guy/Girl crazy? Guy: Sean Girl: Trista

Compatible to you? Jamie of course. She’s my love.

I stole that from Sean…haven’t updated in a while, I’m a busy man, sorry about that. haha. My cousin Mira got married over the weekend and Jamie came to the wedding and everyone said she’s nice, Jamie thought they hated her but I keep trying to tell her they didn’t! anyway, it was boring but it was better with Jamie there. Saturday NIGHT: the arrested development marathon. Hysterical. Then Sunday “Rockism” was born! Haha. Then…Monday was Regina Spektor day, I remember the whole day we listened to her…then yesterday…I don’t know just a regular day…

Today Steve Grey and Jay Abbot got in a fight, some of you know who they are some of you don’t, anyway, it was bound to happen I think don’t you guys? After the whole Dana Bearings triangle and now Steve got Jay in trouble in Physics cause Steve told on Jay that he was cheating or something like that…they’re in fourth grade apparently. Both of them don’t have live journals so to be honest I don’t really like both of them, they’re pretty immature.

Later friends

JaMiE!!!

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 17:01:13 GMT

Hey I’m in the computer lab; I had to look something up for Physics. And Jamie’s next to me and I love her.

Tyler, Angela and now Moore are definitely going to Jimmy so I’m really stoked for that! Plus I heard there’s a Keane concert soon in NYC, I wanna fucken go, Billy’s not the only boy who loves keane! Haha Alexis and Trist.=)

I just heard that new queens of the stone age song “Little Sister” this morning; it’s quite possibly my new favorite song. it takes the place of “My eyes burn” haha. What a emo title, my eyes burn…but what I noticed in the queens of the stone age video for the song, Dave Grohl is not drumming! Where the fuck is Dave Grohl?! He rocks.

Lee-have fun in LA and I hope you get to have sex with Keira!

Okay, I have to go. Bye friends.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 21:38:16 GMT

wow it's march already!?

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 19:56:53 GMT

I’m so tired right now. School really stressed me out today, I didn’t even know this but apparently I have a physics paper due tomorrow…thanks a lot for telling me asshole. So now I have to do it all in one night and it has to be like five pages long. What a dick Mr. Keller is. Seriously. No really, what a dick…
Yesterday was fun, we went to Central Park and we went to see a horrible movie (“Constantine”) but it was alright cause we laughed at the bad-ness the whole time. Haha. Okay, can’t update for long cause I have to do my paper. Shout out to Jamie who I love. Mr. Keller…dick…seriously…no really what a dick…haha. I’m so mad right now

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 22:09:26 GMT

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Fri, 18 Feb 2005 19:24:46 GMT

My day off is boring.

I woke up at 10:45 or something like that and then I watched both American Pie’s and an office episode (the comic relief one. Hysterical). And the I went on the computer and have been on ever since. I’m talking to Ryan online now.
Last night I bought four tickets to see Jimmy Eat World…oh fucken yes…you heard that right. Me, Jess, Alexis and Jamie are going. Angela said she might go with Tyler and Lee wants to go which would be cool cause I hardly ever see Lee now that he’s in LI. I’m so excited. This will be Jimmy Concert number three.
Has anyone seen those pictures Ryan posted? I look like I’m either trying to make out with the soccer ball or blowing into it. I don’t know, I guess that soccer ball was just extremely attractive and I couldn’t resist. Haha.

Thanks to Jamie my love for making an icon of me. haha. I didnt even know she did it.

See you guys later.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 18:15:54 GMT

im in the computer lab, physics is a bi-otch. And i cant drop it. humph.

I wish Jamie was here. She's in Mr. Rowland's room.